Kiki's Thoughts

In the silence of chaos I hear your voice  Calling my name and burning my ears… In the dead of the night I think I still have a choice To save my heart and dry my tears … If there was only one more day on Earth for us  I think we could spend it at the beach.. Laying on the sand and look out , just out of reach At the crystal blue waves … If there was only one more day for you and me  I think we could spend it in bed.. Kissing and carresing gingerly, You holding me tight and me kissing the point where your nose meets your forehead .. If there was only one more day , I would wish it to be night So that the darkness would conceal my fright That when the Sun came up tomorow  You would just see what was left of my sorrow. But there are many days and many nights to come And go and come again Many with and many without you .. The kisses salty from our tears will always remind us, That if we had only one more day , It will always be tomorrow ..

E prea tarziu in noapte .. sau poate prea devreme de dimineata.. exista o vorba - nimic bun nu se intampla dupa ora 2 noaptea .. M-a trezit in  zapuseala din camera si ridicandu-ma sa ma asez pe terasa intunecata am cazut pe ganduri… sti, se intampla asta tot mai des in ultima vreme .. sa cad pe ganduri .. Ma gandesc la de toate si la nimic .. cateodata ma prinde rasaritul pierduta intrun-un fir de gand precum un vis dar cu ochii deschisi . O lume doar a mea in care , pe care, o creez in spatele genelor .. si am observat ca sunt prinsa intr-un cerc vicios .. o repetitie a unei dorinte, a unui vis, a unei amintiri sau o realitate aternativa daca vrei .. Sti ca se zice ca suntem blestemati sa avem amintiri?  Sti ca in acest vis aevea esti mereu strainul meu ?  Si sti de ce e cerc vicios? .. spune-mi sti? Eu inca caut raspunsul . Poate e o obsesie , inradacinata adanc in suflet , hranita cu amintiri si dorinta de a recreea ceva ce imi doream sa fie …. Poate e o dependenta , ...