What if...

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We are lying on my bed both with eyes closed :"What if I stay?"you say in a soft voice near my ear.
"What if you did stay?We would get up and go eat somewhere. We would laugh and act like this whole time never passed between us. We would go home after and make mindblowing love.
One year later we would still be doing the same stuff, meeting the same people, going to the same places, but now you would be feeling pressured into marrying me and having kids. Because you think thats is what I wanted. And you would slowly drift away because you dont feel you can do that.
In the summer we would go on vacations with your familly and I would wonder if your mom thought I was good enough for you... Cause no woman ever is...
And in the winters we would go in the mountains with your friends and fight in hotel rooms where I would cry myself to sleep every night because you missed another anniversary and didnt get me an engagement ring...."
" What if .... What if you werent so scared to admit to yourself that I am the ONE and try to make it work?"
I opened my eyes and you were gone...
"What if..."

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